Conspiracy realism and still ending up in an unrealistic world … – – – … [!]


Never could have imagined that the 30-year journey, from smelling and experiencing danger, to becoming a conspiracy researcher, would lead to this. Then, having to suspect a conspiracy first and foremost in everything. And then, now, having to experience the current world situation as utterly unrealistic. UN-IMAGINEABLE!!

June 17, 2024 | It began 30 years ago with the suspicion that the doctor hadn’t invented gunpowder and that it was a danger to your health, a journey of discovery that continues to provide new insights to this day. 9/11 was the ultimate moment of entering the conspiracy world, an event that received intense attention for more than a decade.

At the same time, everything gradually accelerated. Fiat money, Bilderberg, Chemtrails, swine flu, non-existent living viruses, child trafficking, pedophilia, adrenochrome, Agenda ’21, and many more sinister matters.

At the end of 2017, the most intensive journey of discovery began through the world of “Q,” which in fact continues to the present with “Saving Israel for Last,” which led to the conclusion that Zionism and the Deep State are one and the same entity.

How could you, thinking you were prepared for what was to come, experience the world as so unrealistic, utopian, and unreal, and have been for at least four years?

That’s the pure “living dead zombie” behavior of a vast majority of “humanity” that made the term zombie behavior a reality.

No logic had any hold on what you were saying, what you were trying to explain. The term “living in the Matrix”—you saw it happening before your very eyes, even with highly educated people where you certainly hadn’t expected it. Incomprehensible!!

But you persisted in searching for other ways, other word choices, other forms of conversation, because lives were at stake. Things that would—and did—affect you as well.

Giving up was never an option.

That led to more and more people turning away from you, some even verbally slamming the door in your face. A radio presenter hobby ended after 25+ years because you no longer fit in with the team, and there wasn’t even a conversation about it. People who were definitely supposed to come visit you in France, but never did. People you saw getting sick, but the cause wasn’t open to discussion and a helping hand couldn’t/can’t be offered. People with the illness of “sudden” whose name you received a card for.

The exclusion on social media, especially if you didn’t go along with the desired self-censorship. Shadow bans on Google, no reach on X, being removed from LinkedIn, being denied access to your music radio show on Facebook because your name has been “tainted” for years.

And having to figure out every day what you can and can’t say to someone, so as not to ruin the relationship, the “good atmosphere.” It also happens within your regular network, where you’re still tolerated as long as you don’t bring up certain things. But every week, many new things happen that you may or may not discuss—at the regulars’ table. But for the sake of others, you’re forced to maintain rapport.

That’s the unrealistic world I couldn’t have imagined.

I have no idea which of these people will ever apologize, who will never look at you again, who will take their own lives when the truth sinks in and becomes “too much,” who will still perish from the “side effects,” and who will still come to ask you, “What can I do?”

Short update July 13, 2024: Social media is a bubble of more or less like-minded people. For me, the Stammtisch (regular table) is a weekly benchmark for where we stand. Yesterday, someone had a cold and said, “I don’t want to infect you.” My answer: “I’m not susceptible.” A questioning look: “Because you’re vaccinated?” – “No, I’m not vaccinated because a live virus doesn’t exist!!” – “Oh,” … and that’s it…

No one has heard anyone talk about the (fake) threat of a new virus in recent weeks. No one has heard about the war in Ukraine. No one has heard about the genocide in Gaza and Israel’s role. No one has heard about the US missile attack on Russia with banned cluster munitions and the resulting threat of nuclear war.

The MATRIX is completely locked down, and the zombie generation is desperately trying to find its way and avoid all negative news.

I’m hearing from all sides that things are very quiet in the business right now, everywhere in the Morvan region of central France. This makes sense, because everyone sees that the weather here, just like in the Netherlands, is lagging far behind expectations. But I can’t/aren’t allowed to comment on that either; weather manipulation is taboo.

This means prevention, detoxing the body, and detoxification are also not up for discussion.